SelfLove365 Year 2, Day 1: Commitment

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I am starting off a new project and honestly, I don’t have a clue what I’m doing. I’ve already procrastinated for a full hour, looking for a new notebook, changing my music, talking, and now, here I am, but I’m scared. Scared this will be shit. Scared I won’t have anything worthwhile to say. Scared that I won’t stick it out for the whole year. But really, I know I will.

I just finished a whole year of 1-inch drawings and now I’m embarking on a year-long writing project. What the fuck am I doing? I don’t write.

OK, so focus. First of all, like Laurie has said (and I am paraphrasing big time here), “Be OK with writing shit.” If I try to make everything come out perfectly, then it’s not going to happen at all. I already know this, since “Write the SelfLove365 book” has been on my To Do list for months now and hasn’t happened. But I am happy for that, because this is how it is meant to be.

So, each day, I will use my square from 2014 to inspire me to write on the topic of Self Love. And today, it’s about commitment.

I’ve been thinking lately that I no longer believe in commitment, mostly because JP and I have ended our marriage of 16 years. It’s not that I don’t believe in it, but rather, my definition of it has changed, as has my focus. I no longer think of committing myself, and my life, to another person, especially not in terms of duration. Why does committing to a person, or a marriage, mean that now I deny my inner truths just to maintain the commitment? Why did I have the belief that if I commit, then that makes me a good person?

Last night, Stephen spoke of commitment to an activity, which made me realize – YES! that is the type of commitment I want to pursue – commitment to the present moment.

Several years ago, during a Core Connexion dance class, Francis said to me, “You never commit to dancing with me,” and he was right. Since then, every time I dance with him, I am there, 100%.

I’ve noticed lately how half-assed I can be in my activities: entering my financial information while checking Facebook, or painting and taking frequent breaks to check email. Can I commit to the task at hand?
And for 2015, how can I commit to taking care of my body, to treat it as a temple? What steps can I take to commit to feeling my emotions as they arise? And, in what way can I commit to being gentle with myself when I don’t do the things I have said I want to commit to?

This week, I bought myself a self-commitment ring (thanks, Mandy, for the idea), to remind myself of the things I want in my life, and that the only person who can really look after me, is me.

I was about to end there, but I will add that I am committed to writing everyday, even though this could all be crap. Even though I am hating everything as I type it. Even though I am judging every single word. I am also committed to not editing my writing (I am working long-hand, and typing it out afterwards). There. Done.

352 thoughts on “SelfLove365 Year 2, Day 1: Commitment

  1. cutoutsstudio

    Best of luck! I am embarking on my own 365 project this year too and wondering if I am crazy or just super ambitious. I am making a new paper cut every day based on my daily intention. Looking forward to following your progress.

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  2. aweninspirationsarw

    Brilliant. And perfect just the way it is. Sometimes, the best “art” comes from that place from within where there is no filter, censor or boundaries. It rings true, is genuine and honest of spirit and soul. Keep going! Annie

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  3. Pauline

    Awesome, I just read your entry aloud to my grown up daughter and we talked about how the truths in your life are similar to ours. Thank you for your “transparency “!

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    1. belknits Post author

      Pauline – thank you so much for sharing with your daughter. For some reason, that brought tears to my eyes. You’ll see by today’s post that I am especially teary, though.

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  4. catherine

    I like your description of commitment as an activity, since commitment, as I take it, requires the same kind of persistance and perpetual re-commitment that you describe as “commitment to the present moment” – but that it nevertheless also only lasts insofar as those are sustained. Commitment, in other words, is a choice that’s made and re-made in each instant, rather than a one-time decision that binds us to a succession of future ones.

    Still, I wonder to what extent it’s fair to describe something as a commitment if we feel, at every moment, the possibility of its impermanence. Shouldn’t commitments weigh on us, at least to some extent, since it’s that very pull or tether that reminds us that they’re importantly different than passing interests? (In other words, isn’t that weight sometimes an important and beneficial part of commitment?)

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    1. belknits Post author

      Catherine, in my view, everything IS impermanent, yet, I do agree about some degree of weight as an important part of commitment. I still see it as a constant reassessing, though. I heard a story about a couple who took their wedding rings off every night, and in the morning, they would reassess their commitment before putting the rings on again. That more accurately describes how I see it now.

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  5. jessw31178

    Thankful I stumbled upon your blog while I was searching for a self love project for myself for the year. Loved loved yours from last year. Best wishes in 2015.

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  31. adrienat66

    In today’s day and age of short attention span it is very hard to commit to anything longer than the attention span of a goldfish. Thanks for writing about commitment, I stopped, reflected and will aim to live more in the moment and focus on one creative thing at the time.

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  205. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 282: Working on Acceptance | Drawn From the Fire

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  216. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 293: Sensing | Drawn From the Fire

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  219. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 296: Shed | Drawn From the Fire

  220. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 297: Shit, no. Today I’m ok, I guess. | Drawn From the Fire

  221. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 298: Reflections | Drawn From the Fire

  222. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 299: Loving | Drawn From the Fire

  223. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 300:Space (making myself small) | Drawn From the Fire

  224. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 301: Masks | Drawn From the Fire

  225. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 302: Clear | Drawn From the Fire

  226. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 303: Cheer! Cheer! Cheer! | Drawn From the Fire

  227. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 304: i merge | Drawn From the Fire

  228. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 305: Dreamy | Drawn From the Fire

  229. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 306: Protect | Drawn From the Fire

  230. Pingback: SelfLove 365, Year 2, Day 307: Free | Drawn From the Fire

  231. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 308: Habit | Drawn From the Fire

  232. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 309: Fire | Drawn From the Fire

  233. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 310: Pleasure | Drawn From the Fire

  234. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 311: Believing in Me | Drawn From the Fire

  235. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 312: Sensation | Drawn From the Fire

  236. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 313: Want | Drawn From the Fire

  237. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 314: Listening to the Heart | Drawn From the Fire

  238. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 315: Feeling Loved | Drawn From the Fire

  239. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 316: Busy | Drawn From the Fire

  240. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 317: Friends | Drawn From the Fire

  241. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 318: Resource | Drawn From the Fire

  242. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 319: Ease | Drawn From the Fire

  243. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 320: Connecting | Drawn From the Fire

  244. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 321: (kidneys) | Drawn From the Fire

  245. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 322: Laughter | Drawn From the Fire

  246. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 323: Perseverance | Drawn From the Fire

  247. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 324: Sharing | Drawn From the Fire

  248. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 325: Synchronicity | Drawn From the Fire

  249. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 326: Extrovert/introvert | Drawn From the Fire

  250. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 327: Notice | Drawn From the Fire

  251. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 328: What does the body need? | Drawn From the Fire

  252. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 329: Intensity | Drawn From the Fire

  253. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 330: Allow | Drawn From the Fire

  254. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 330: Allow | Drawn From the Fire

  255. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 331: NOW | Drawn From the Fire

  256. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 332: (jump) | Drawn From the Fire

  257. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 333: Choice | Drawn From the Fire

  258. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 334: quiet | Drawn From the Fire

  259. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 335: (heaven + earth) | Drawn From the Fire

  260. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 336: (expand) | Drawn From the Fire

  261. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 337: Community | Drawn From the Fire

  262. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 338: Let go and expand | Drawn From the Fire

  263. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 339: Firsts | Drawn From the Fire

  264. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 340: Facing the Fear and Being Seen | Drawn From the Fire

  265. Pingback: jumping the across | ephemeral gecko

  266. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 341: Taking Care of Me | Drawn From the Fire

  267. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 342: Mental Body | Drawn From the Fire

  268. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 343: Sacred Space | Drawn From the Fire

  269. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 344: Setting Intentions | Drawn From the Fire

  270. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 345: Perseverance | Drawn From the Fire

  271. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 346: Kitchen Skills | Drawn From the Fire

  272. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 347: (fade out) | Drawn From the Fire

  273. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 348: Trust | Drawn From the Fire

  274. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 349: Friends | Drawn From the Fire

  275. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 350: Inspiring | Drawn From the Fire

  276. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 351: Allow | Drawn From the Fire

  277. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 352: Brave | Drawn From the Fire

  278. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 353: Determined | Drawn From the Fire

  279. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 354: Laying the Grid | Drawn From the Fire

  280. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 355: Allow | Drawn From the Fire

  281. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 356: Good enough | Drawn From the Fire

  282. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 357: Connection | Drawn From the Fire

  283. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 358: Desire | Drawn From the Fire

  284. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 359: Boundaries | Drawn From the Fire

  285. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 360: Efficient in the Kitchen | Drawn From the Fire

  286. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 361: (stars) | Drawn From the Fire

  287. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 362: Contact | Drawn From the Fire

  288. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 363: this thing called self | Drawn From the Fire

  289. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 364: Accept | Drawn From the Fire

  290. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 365: Complete | Drawn From the Fire

  291. Cynthia

    Your painting demos are fabulous event and you need to make more. I watch for them all the time. It really inspires me to see you paint. With 3000 views I think others love to see you paint too.

    Reply
  292. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 360: Efficient in the Kitchen

  293. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 355: Allow

  294. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 350: Inspiring

  295. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 344: Setting Intentions

  296. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 339: Firsts

  297. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 365: Complete

  298. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 358: Desire

  299. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 353: Determined

  300. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 348: Trust

  301. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 343: Sacred Space

  302. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 338: Let go and expand

  303. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 334: quiet

  304. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 327: Notice

  305. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 321: (kidneys)

  306. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 316: Busy

  307. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 310: Pleasure

  308. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 305: Dreamy

  309. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 300:Space (making myself small)

  310. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 294: Not Knowing

  311. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 289: Having Fun

  312. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 283: Knowing My Limits

  313. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 277: Support

  314. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 272: Surrender, Let Go, Trust

  315. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 267: Still Waters

  316. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 264: (om)

  317. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 259: I AM

  318. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 253: Collaboration

  319. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 249: Courage

  320. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 244: Structure

  321. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 238: Creativity

  322. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 234: Moments of Restraint

  323. Pingback: SelfLove365: Not What You Think It Is!

  324. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 219: Poke and Prod

  325. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 213: Finding My Ground

  326. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 202: Will

  327. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 194: Time With Children

  328. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 188: Laughing

  329. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 182: Laughter

  330. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 176: Bliss

  331. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 169: I Love My Life

  332. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 163: Indulge

  333. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 157: Making Things Happen

  334. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 152: This Moment

  335. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 143: Relaxing…with a positive state of mind

  336. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 137: Receive/Give

  337. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 135: Seed, stalk, flower

  338. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 126: Ideas

  339. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 122: (limited view of bliss)

  340. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 116: Style

  341. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 110: (hobby)

  342. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 102: Try New Things

  343. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 93: Fluidity

  344. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 54: Understanding

  345. Pingback: SelfLove365, Year 2, Day 37: Self Care

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